About My ILLness again

heyloo!!!
loverlygerl is here!
i am here to tell you about what happened today during the visit to the clinic....
Just now, i was feeling damn nervous and scared when i enter inside the clinic. i actually scared of doctors... SHHHHHH..... pls don't tell anyone about this. promise ok?
i told the doctor about my health condition. its really killing me. i can't take it anymore.
the doctor said that it might be muscle cramp and it might be not. i fear when the doctor said "it might be not". The doctor put me under observation. He gave me painkillers for me to bear with the pain. THen, when i take the painkillers, it hurt even more. But i will still carry on monitoring my health. What fear me most is if it didn't get any better, i might refer to polyclinic. If it worsen, i might refer to the hospital in order to get further treatment and to do a diagnosis. I am feeling DAMN SCARED!!! I am scared who knows it might lead to other scary or frightening illness??? Its a question mark in here.... I am feeling damn worried about my condition. Even my family doctor at the clinic also not sure what is the REAL cause of my problem... OKAYS,,,, i will update my blog for latest news on my health..... ANYWAY, i am not really scared of death. I am only scared of My GOD.... However what makes me heartbroken, is the ppl ard me who is worry sick abt me. tat makes me even more worried. As a result, tat is the result why i agreed to go to the doctor....

OKays... loverlygerl is gonna to stop here.... buhbye!!!
Yours Truly ,
SicKLoverlyGerlAlwayS......