About My ILLness again

heyloo!!!
loverlygerl is here!
i am here to tell you about what happened today during the visit to the clinic....
Just now, i was feeling damn nervous and scared when i enter inside the clinic. i actually scared of doctors... SHHHHHH..... pls don't tell anyone about this. promise ok?
i told the doctor about my health condition. its really killing me. i can't take it anymore.
the doctor said that it might be muscle cramp and it might be not. i fear when the doctor said "it might be not". The doctor put me under observation. He gave me painkillers for me to bear with the pain. THen, when i take the painkillers, it hurt even more. But i will still carry on monitoring my health. What fear me most is if it didn't get any better, i might refer to polyclinic. If it worsen, i might refer to the hospital in order to get further treatment and to do a diagnosis. I am feeling DAMN SCARED!!! I am scared who knows it might lead to other scary or frightening illness??? Its a question mark in here.... I am feeling damn worried about my condition. Even my family doctor at the clinic also not sure what is the REAL cause of my problem... OKAYS,,,, i will update my blog for latest news on my health..... ANYWAY, i am not really scared of death. I am only scared of My GOD.... However what makes me heartbroken, is the ppl ard me who is worry sick abt me. tat makes me even more worried. As a result, tat is the result why i agreed to go to the doctor....

OKays... loverlygerl is gonna to stop here.... buhbye!!!
Yours Truly ,
SicKLoverlyGerlAlwayS......

MY illness

heyloo....
its been a long time i log in to my blog.
i miss my blog a lot.
whatever i am saying here, pls do not sympathy me ok?
during the camp challenge 2009,
on the 2nd day of camp,
i feel a sudden cold and then i started to cough.
later, when i about to assemble at the Sangam, the place where i assemble , i started to feel leg pain and numbness in my right foot. i am quite scared of it. i scared that my illness will come back again like during the annual camp 2009. this thing always happened after 7pm. later, i started to feel sharped pain in my right hip then sudden pain in my right shoulder and my arms.... then, the teachers, the staff over there and my teacher asked me to go back home and go to the doctor about my case. the next day when i woke up, i feel pain in both of my hips and my shoulders. later, i then do research at the internet about my condition. to my surprise, my condition is very serious. the cause of this is because of my nerve that could be damage . they also said that i must quickly get treated before the condition worsen. they also said that i need medical attention by specialist. OMG! i fear doctors and specialist the most. what should i do??? i scared what if i need operation ? i fear that too.... what should i do?

yours truly,
theSickLoverlyGerlThatIsTroubleD........